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Thursday, October 7, 2010

lonely

I find myself watching couples with a pang in my chest. I want a husband but I want the one I had. There isn't another like him and it would be wrong to compare him with anyone but ........... I guess I am just not ready to look yet. I still want him and dont know how long it will be til that passes. Yet I would still like to have someone......

9 comments:

Blooming Psycho said...

The way you feel is completely understandable. I wish I had something brilliant to say but the only stuff that comes to mind is useless and obvious like shit happens and life often sucks. But I empathize with this sorrow.

Wanda's Wings said...

I can understand how you feel. You had a great hubby and want no less than the best. I also know how lonely it can be when you don't have anyone to fill in the void. Thinking of you.

Joyce's Ramblings said...

Its hard when you see couples obviously in love when your alone. It hurts even more when your husband was the right one! But today I saw someone that needs you to say a prayer for her. Her husband died yesterday quickly and even though he was in the hospital they couldn't do anything. I found out when I came from the store why she looked like she did. She's a Mom to three kids. You know how she feels.
God I wish I could sit and have coffee with you now.
By the way there are times when I long for my husband.

Joyce's Ramblings said...

I'm around. Just like a fly on the wall. Joyce

Dr. Deb said...

Just thinking of you.

63mago said...

Hey!

Ellen said...

I also have lost my soul mate ,best friend ,he was everything to me, so I understand your feeling of loss,when we have someone who is our everything we seem so lost when they are gone, the room is full of people and yet we feel alone , No words of wisdom here ,just you seem like a beautiful person and though you may never have what you had You yourself have so much to give and that in itself may pull you through,for as we give of ourselfs to others we ourself feel better ,at least that is what I try to do ,though sometimes too much I think, I am 62 and became a widow 9 years ago and still miss him Good luck and I am loking forward to reading more from you

63mago said...

Anybody home?

Wanda's Wings said...

Had not seen you on line recently. Just checking to see if you are OK!