I've been given Prozac to try and get me out the depression I have been in for too long. Last month I had about 5 minutes of a glimpse of what I used to feel. What that means is that for 5 minutes I was interested in cooking again and could feel enjoyment at the idea. But it only lasted 5 minutes. Cooking and doing dishes has been nearly impossible. I've been doing it but with frequent rests during the processes and it feels like I am being tortured. My Prozac has been doubled and now I am stuck in "idle". I feel a desire to do something and walk into a room with the thought of cleaning something or doing dishes or...........when I get there I lose the desire. So I head the other way with the thought of doing something else. When I get there I just can't do it. So I end up pacing back and forth and accomplishing nothing. I need to get out of "idle" and into gear. I wish the Prozac would kick me into gear so I could get some stuff done. My son is coming this weekend with his family and my house is a disaster............... Maybe tomorrow I will wake up in gear. I am gonna pray for that.
Monday, July 19, 2010
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i found my medication was more effective when i fed it to my hubby
so hard to find the best dosage, the best meds, etc. Technology needs to catch up with research bc neurochemistry is so individual and unique. I do hope you find the movement you need. I know what this feels like....
I do the exact same thing, I'm idling alongside of you.
There's always the prozac blues ...
The only thing that comes to mind is at least you're not in reverse?
I hate the medication game. Seems they can never get mine right. Wishing you the best luck.
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