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Saturday, June 19, 2010

an update

Sooo once again I have not posted in quite a while. I'm amazed that any of you bother to still read this blog. I've been struggling with depression for some time now. They had me on Pristiq for a month and then I read the insert that comes with it in the sample packs and it had a glaucoma warning. Well seeing as I have two out of three indicators for glaucoma.......no more Pristiq. Now I am trying Prozac. I have tried most every antidepressant known to mankind over the the last 10/11 years but I have never had Prozac so lets hope that this does something good without doing anything bad. It would be a bit ironic if the first SSRI is the last one I ever try and it works. We will see. I will try and post more often and I thank those of you who are still with me. Your friendship means alot to me. I have also been lagging on keeping up with your blogs and I apologize for that. I do care. I have just been so depressed that the time I would normally be surfing the blogs or the internet, well I have been spending it huddled in my blankets instead. For some reason swaddling my self in blankets gives me a bit of comfort. Nowadays I have to turn the air conditioner on to do it but I still do. Probably something left from baby hood.

8 comments:

Joyce's Ramblings said...

Hi there Raine, Glad to hear from you. I have wanted to stay in bed but my back hurts so I have to get up.
I was getting pretty down with all the rain and cloudy skies. But the sun is out and I can sit outside and I love it. Now if I could get my blood pressure down.
Doc gave me this new pill-didn't work. Let doc know and I get a call and am told take two of the new pills.
What a game. I play the game and hope! I took all of the dead brown skin off my thumb and now I have a pink thumb. Burns can sure mess you up.
We have to continue to play the game!

MagicalDarkness said...

will ALWAYS be here...well until ya either kick us off OR stop bloggin....ya take care of yourself first an fore most an those who are true friends will understand and wait.....those that aint....well they werent friends ta start wit anyway....

"those that matter, Dont mind, And those that mind dont matter"

Stephany said...

Hey there! keep on writing when you can, hope the depression lifts soon.

63mago said...

Ha, there she is ... hope this prozac works.

S'onnie said...

Sometimes life has a way of keeping us away from the computer, but even when you are away or can't get around all the blogs your friends still think and care about you. Thats the thing with friendships.. you don't need to do anything to pick them up when you are feeling better

take care

Jade said...

I totally understand the depression thing. I'm kinda struggling with it myself. Lets hope the SSRI works for ya. And of course we're gonna continue to check up on your blog. You are cared about!

Wanda's Wings said...

Sending warm greeting your way. I know what you mean about getting meds to work!

Amanda said...

((((((Raine))))))))

I hear you.