After reading the responses to my last post, I just wanted to clarify something. I've never thought I was responsible for the deaths. I do however get this tickle of a thought that kinda nags at me a bit where I think that I am just kinda able to sense pending death somehow and then I feel totally helpless at not being able to do anything about it. I've read that panic attacks are a feeling that you are going to die. Mine involve feeling that someone else is going to die. I can't do anything the way I'm supposed to LOL. Anyway, it probably is coincidence but it is a heck of a coincidence.
P.S. Soul, after T died when I was asleep I had a hecka of time for a while trying to sleep if there was anyone in my house. I felt that my sleeping was responsible even tho my rational brain knows better
3 comments:
Raine, You can't always do anything to prevent a death. I have been at the bedside and waited for that last breath a few times. It isn't easy but when you know its just a matter of time you just wait no matter how long. Glad for the clarification though.
We just have to go on, it isn't easy but we can go on.
Memories and new responsibilities help. Kids and grandkids can keep us going. We all have our moments and bad dreams but get up in the morning
to do what has to be done. Check my blog tomorrow and see what I did today. Your in my prayers.
What's the expression? "Correlation is not causation"?
Matt
hi ya hunny-- :))
yeh, the brain or mind, whatever ya wanna call it-- is a fascinating thing aint it? i spend way too much time in mine-- maybe you do too? take a vacation-- time to take that boy fishin , methinks :))
big hugz to you-- summer's on us now-- enjoy it.
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