The little guy had his surgery this morning and since has done nothing but sleep with an occasional tearful waking up to drink some very watered milk. He is a milkaholic but they prefer that he doesnt have milk after a tonsillectomy, so we are just giving him very watered milk. He is a bit confused still and in a pain and tearful so its very hard to just say totally no and he wont accept anything other than his milk. We put his pain meds in it so I'm hoping next time he wakes up he will be feeling a bit better.
I'm going to be volunteering at the zoo soon. Monday I go get fingerprinted for the position. I will be feeding and caring for the animals which include two bears and a young mountain lion, bobcats, racoons, foxes, emu's etc etc etc. I'm hoping that as it will be working with the animals instead of the people I will be able to manage one day a week. It would be nice to feel as if I am doing something that matters somehow. I know taking care of my grandson matters but ......... it would be good to get out of the house and probably good for my self esteem to do something useful.